I Just Haven't Felt Like It!

Nope, blogging has not been a big part of my life this week! Minimal visiting other blogs and even less new posting on my part! The sad thing is I KNOW THE CAUSE and the cause is depression which is now manifesting itself with some physical symptoms such as head aches, tummy aches, general aches (or is that age creeping up on me?) and lots of just wanting to stay in bed!

Yesterday, I decided I would not turn the computer on at all! It worked out well! The Diva had an appointment, then I met a client at Starbucks to drop off photos, then I hit some resale shops and then lunch with the Knight (root cause of all issues right now) and then home to make calls and do laundry! Keeping myself busy and enjoying the sunshine, even though it was a little cold, helped greatly! My physical symptoms diminished greatly until around 10 PM. I thought that was odd! As of this morning, no physical symptoms and no panic attacks (wow, has it really come to this?). I started having panic attacks a little under a year ago! Some are severe but most are manageable with a few tricks I have learned! Thank God!!

Today is supposed to be nice so the Diva and I will get out, deliver some more photos and go to the park for some outside fun! Being outside helps tremendously! I will spend time outside this weekend too doing three photo shoots so that will help also! I am also meeting a bride and her sister to book her wedding! Yeah for new clients!!

I am hoping that by next week I will be on the road to feeling better and blogging a bit more but I am not going back to being chained to the computer! The weather is getting nicer and I want to have fun with my little ball of fire (aka Diva)!

Now you know the brutally honest reason that I have not been around! Believe me it helps to get it off my chest and clear the slate for another day!! I hope you all have a great weekend!!  I think I am going to sit on the porch and rock!